U n I...

Y..do u do dis to me..
all d tym
u knw i love u
wid every nerve
wid all my heart
n its a belief i hav
dat nt even death
vil do us apart
each day i try
to make u n i
d same old gal n guy
Once madly in love..
yes,dose memories
do make me cry..
n cry..
til m eyes hurt..
and it blurs my vision..
to dat dream..
wher all seemed perfect..
do dreams cum true?
are dose promises uv made
evr gonna b fulfilled?
o dey r jus gonna fly by..
into d sky..
ryt in fronta my eyes ?
wt hav i done to u ?
plz tell me dis aint true..
u got to knw
dat iv a heart too..
dat beats every moment for u..
dis cant b true..
u cant leave me alone..
to walk dis difficult road
al myself
d same road..
u once promised to walk wid me..
no no no..m not gonna let u go..
cuz i love u..
n my heart knws
so do u..
cum bak to me..
walk wid me..
i promise u all d love
i can gv..
n i promise u..
u n i..
vl b d same old gal n guy..
once madly in love...

My Painful Love..

I will forget you now
I will delete you now
But the day i miss you,
I'll miss you to death
The day i cal for you,
Laughing n crying I'll call for you..
"Oh my painful love,oh my painful love.."

You've left me only memories
You've left me only two words,
"GUDBYE LOVE"
But m in a mess..as dese 2 wrds cum togeder..
What's GUDBYE when ders love..n what's LOVE when its a gudbye ??

I hide my tears,as i walk in the rain
Now i miss you,do u feel d same?
Can u bring back those swt tymz?
You make this even difficult
Your going farther n farther honey...
Can you come back to me ?
Was that all a lie? evrithin v shared?
Thought our love wud last forever !

Though i dont want to..but i'll have to..
Happy days and sweet words,delete them forever
Don't look for me nemore
I'm suffering coz of you
I feel pain in my heart
But I will never HATE you !!

Its 1st april..bt m not fooling round..

A month n 6 days..wsnt it a long tym to get ur act ryt..
I gve u all possible reasons y u need to do it..bt u jus dint seem bothred..Y ??

I went against my family..my frnds..my own principles..n even went agianst tym to spend every single minute wid u..bt u neva valued it..
I agree i don't xpress in words..but don't actions speak far beyond wrds..??

Initially..it ws all peachy as it ws supposd to b in every relation..bt wt happnd later as time passed by..?? Where did I go wrng..?? was it me who was wrng..??

Everytum u said d 3 magical wrds..I wud smile n think to myslef.."Is dis reeli happenin to me?"
Im a daydreamer..a big tym..i wud vanish in my own dreamland..spnding happy moments wid u..n u kept thinkin i neva loved u back..cuz i neva said it..
No !! I did..i reeli did..dats d nli reason i accptd u d way u are..tried configurin a lil bit..n whn it dint happen I'd say to myslf "ITS ALRITE..MAYB I LOVE HIM FOR JUZ D WAY HE IS"..

But 1 day..it went overboard..M SORRY !! everythin has a limit..n i cudnt take it nemore..
Mayb i ended it quite abruptly..bt it was coz ov U..i was bound to do it..

N now here I am..thinkin ov all d moments v shared..dose lil arguments..smiles n tears..tonnes ov random pictures ov u..u hav no clue whn iv clickd dem..Nli cuz i wantd to treasure every bit ov u..
..all dose PRECIOUS moments..wich can neva cum bak mayb :(
N as i type dis post..wid a tear in my eye..wid a lil hope in my soul..dat things wud b fyn..
I still want u back..desperately..But mayb sumthinz arent juz meant to b..FATE as v call it..!!
I miss u TEDDY !! <3