A month n 6 days..wsnt it a long tym to get ur act ryt..
I gve u all possible reasons y u need to do it..bt u jus dint seem bothred..Y ??
I went against my family..my frnds..my own principles..n even went agianst tym to spend every single minute wid u..bt u neva valued it..
I agree i don't xpress in words..but don't actions speak far beyond wrds..??
Initially..it ws all peachy as it ws supposd to b in every relation..bt wt happnd later as time passed by..?? Where did I go wrng..?? was it me who was wrng..??
Everytum u said d 3 magical wrds..I wud smile n think to myslef.."Is dis reeli happenin to me?"
Im a daydreamer..a big tym..i wud vanish in my own dreamland..spnding happy moments wid u..n u kept thinkin i neva loved u back..cuz i neva said it..
No !! I did..i reeli did..dats d nli reason i accptd u d way u are..tried configurin a lil bit..n whn it dint happen I'd say to myslf "ITS ALRITE..MAYB I LOVE HIM FOR JUZ D WAY HE IS"..
But 1 day..it went overboard..M SORRY !! everythin has a limit..n i cudnt take it nemore..
Mayb i ended it quite abruptly..bt it was coz ov U..i was bound to do it..
N now here I am..thinkin ov all d moments v shared..dose lil arguments..smiles n tears..tonnes ov random pictures ov u..u hav no clue whn iv clickd dem..Nli cuz i wantd to treasure every bit ov u..
..all dose PRECIOUS moments..wich can neva cum bak mayb :(
N as i type dis post..wid a tear in my eye..wid a lil hope in my soul..dat things wud b fyn..
I still want u back..desperately..But mayb sumthinz arent juz meant to b..FATE as v call it..!!
I miss u TEDDY !! <3
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