when sadness lingers..

Days of glory n smiles..
 R now replaced wid buks in piles.
 nyts r sleepless n so long..
 bonds hav weakened..dat wr once so strong.
sunk in deep sorrow so hard i cry..
dat even tears hav gone completely dry.
stress n strain n abt so much to worry..
m amidsnt 4 walls of misery.
alternate episodes of depression n mania..
 i guess dey call dis cyptonamea.
 to top it all drz postural hypotension..
oh god! deyr all building a mansion..
 in dis body crippled n cramped,
 go away! go away! no more i can..
love doin thinz once i njoyed..
now deyr all null and void.
 is dis sum trauma o juz a phase in lyf ?
 is it nli me o all do struggle to thrive ?

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